06-26-2016, 10:17 PM
Day 3 - June 26
9 hours listened.
I will just summarize anything beyond ordinary and get right to the point in my daily logs....
1. I made someone laugh again with a comment I made (again this is the 2nd time since using EPHRA that I have done such a thing) before that when I was using ASC I had a fun interaction on 2 seprate occassions so I give credit to ASC for that.
Reason I mention this is because never in my life I ever make anyone chuckle.....even if others naturally take the skill for granted.
The 2nd thing that comes to mind is that I actually stood up to my brother in law because he has a habit of hitting his kids (not in a mean cruel way) but it is his way of parenting is to hit the child if they dont listen or in this case, my niece wasnt in bed and it was past her bed time).
So anyway I just made a comment to let it go (so he didnt hit her) saying she was with me (as in I allowed her to be with me) even if she is supposed to be in bed.
otherwise I usually dont say nothing and he ends up hitting from his parenting perspective.....
I never say nothing to him ever in my 14 years of knowing him as my in law....1st time tonight....EPHRA might be the reason....I wanted to say another thing but couldnt out of irrational fear.....
Then I told my sister about something but what I say to people wasnt like I fear and say it anyway, it was that I guess calm speaking out....I guess EPHRA is taking its effect on me...slowly chipping away my old mindset who knows? I wouldnt make up anything in these posts if nothing was happening...
No dreams to report.
9 hours listened.
I will just summarize anything beyond ordinary and get right to the point in my daily logs....
1. I made someone laugh again with a comment I made (again this is the 2nd time since using EPHRA that I have done such a thing) before that when I was using ASC I had a fun interaction on 2 seprate occassions so I give credit to ASC for that.
Reason I mention this is because never in my life I ever make anyone chuckle.....even if others naturally take the skill for granted.
The 2nd thing that comes to mind is that I actually stood up to my brother in law because he has a habit of hitting his kids (not in a mean cruel way) but it is his way of parenting is to hit the child if they dont listen or in this case, my niece wasnt in bed and it was past her bed time).
So anyway I just made a comment to let it go (so he didnt hit her) saying she was with me (as in I allowed her to be with me) even if she is supposed to be in bed.
otherwise I usually dont say nothing and he ends up hitting from his parenting perspective.....
I never say nothing to him ever in my 14 years of knowing him as my in law....1st time tonight....EPHRA might be the reason....I wanted to say another thing but couldnt out of irrational fear.....
Then I told my sister about something but what I say to people wasnt like I fear and say it anyway, it was that I guess calm speaking out....I guess EPHRA is taking its effect on me...slowly chipping away my old mindset who knows? I wouldnt make up anything in these posts if nothing was happening...
No dreams to report.
