Shannon's Journal Discussion

[Shannon]

After thinking about it come more, I am realizing that I have completely turned the tables on this Chinese girl. She is in her early 20's, but has a breathtakingly beautiful babyface that almost makes her look like a doll with perfect features, and it's not hard to tell she was used to always being the most attractive person in the room. She had something of an ego, and that was not ridiculously obvious, but it was obvious enough if you paid attention. She was apparently used to being told she was beautiful, treated like she was special, and pursued by guys regularly and frequently.

Now I show up, and suddenly I'm the one with all the power. I'm perfectly calm and in control of myself, but she can't keep her responses under control. This has got to have blown her mind! I'll have to see about finding the ideal number of loops to use before I see her from now on, because this one is too interesting to pass up just because I'm trying to do an experiment and get a variable wrong.

Perhaps, the Chinese Girl has a Boyfriend and, that's why the results did not show up ? She is restraining herself because of her boyfriend's influence on her ?

I just accidentally deleted my original post.

Looking like she does, I would not be surprised if she was involved at any level of seriousness or permanence.

There are results, but she's resisting. I just don't know if she's resisting because of boyfriend/fiance/husband, family being present, other Chinese being present (social reputation), being in public, etc. etc.

I do know that she's never encountered the likes of me before, or at least how she's responding to me.