I'm starting to see IOI's everywhere now, hairflips, waving. I'm pretty much at an point i can open without not knowing what to say, I can say anything, even if it bullshit, just diorect impulse, like spitting some random shit, asking directions, asking if there is something to do aorund and what not, picking random people from the Streets etc etc.
At the point not approaching makes me feel horrid and affects my state, feeling sad and depressed when hesitating, approaching overtakes now, i;m becoming an machine, im not giving an single fuck. My mind actually screams to approach or do something about the situation. Its an total reverse. Like, I am going literally mad when im resisting and not doing it. Im also getting over my one-itis or what it was, turning out differently and not expecting as this is it. Could be the rational male book influence about the plate spinning section. Something clicks and it feels overwhelmingly profoud. Curious as to what stage 5 will bring. I sense how strages integrate deeper aswell and how this stage is coming to an end. Im ready to let go and freefall currently, letting it overtake me now.
Been out alone before and made easily connections with people back then when doing Cory sky and running ASC. maybe I'm somehow hesitatnt as to be to inntense or if they sense the alphaness. Some memories surfacing? I dont know.
Aware of my words, what I say, self talk and affirmations that come out my mouth.
Eyes and connecting goes way deeper now. Its like the other person in canceled out and I log in/hack their deeper being, like, nothing else exist but that, some sort pof intimate moment with the alpha male.
had another fully dominant + expanding experience, becoming boundless and my dominant frame overlapping everything, feeling incredibly wide and big. Like doubtless and just this awareness of something bigger, something way surpoasing. If this becomes constant, it will be an life changer.
Also, playing it safe or whatever it is, is just bullshit. crash and burn, go in. Life is now. Like wtfffff
At the point not approaching makes me feel horrid and affects my state, feeling sad and depressed when hesitating, approaching overtakes now, i;m becoming an machine, im not giving an single fuck. My mind actually screams to approach or do something about the situation. Its an total reverse. Like, I am going literally mad when im resisting and not doing it. Im also getting over my one-itis or what it was, turning out differently and not expecting as this is it. Could be the rational male book influence about the plate spinning section. Something clicks and it feels overwhelmingly profoud. Curious as to what stage 5 will bring. I sense how strages integrate deeper aswell and how this stage is coming to an end. Im ready to let go and freefall currently, letting it overtake me now.
Been out alone before and made easily connections with people back then when doing Cory sky and running ASC. maybe I'm somehow hesitatnt as to be to inntense or if they sense the alphaness. Some memories surfacing? I dont know.
Aware of my words, what I say, self talk and affirmations that come out my mouth.
Eyes and connecting goes way deeper now. Its like the other person in canceled out and I log in/hack their deeper being, like, nothing else exist but that, some sort pof intimate moment with the alpha male.
had another fully dominant + expanding experience, becoming boundless and my dominant frame overlapping everything, feeling incredibly wide and big. Like doubtless and just this awareness of something bigger, something way surpoasing. If this becomes constant, it will be an life changer.
Also, playing it safe or whatever it is, is just bullshit. crash and burn, go in. Life is now. Like wtfffff
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
