06-24-2016, 01:08 AM
Been there, and have ran away from it to other subs. Its not just about not being able to take the feeling of weakness, but when it last and last and you start to feel like that about everything, at least for me it'll start to feel like its not working or doing anything; like that is "just how I am when I'm not feeling driven enough", and I hate it. Wished it was better for you, but it still restores faith in the process to see others feeling like that on the program - means its working consistently. Overcoming the victim mentality, negativity - there's a lot in there. And I'm back on the program too, for the time being at least.
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