06-22-2016, 09:26 PM
Day 61 Stop Masturbating
Day 47 Ultra Motivation
The girl I've been seeing has sent me a couple of photos of her in her bra. She also said we could hang out at her house before I work on Friday; but, she claims that I won't be "getting any", but she's said similar things before we've fooled around a bit.
I went to help my grandfather out with some chores, which he can't do due to his heart issue.
I've been reviewing the Arabic alphabet; it's 10% easier, which is the most that I could hope for. I could start piecing letters together in a word. What makes the alphabet difficult is that each letter changes shape depending on its position in the word (start, middle, end), as well as different fonts, which can trip you up.
I took a skateboard ride to the mall, in which I bought Maca, Hemp protein, Cordyceps and Reishi mushroom. I'll make a shake of these things tomorrow, adding almond milk, almonds. Later, I'll add coconut oil. I did a leg workout afterwards, and that went pretty well.
A few hours ago, I took a pill of Cordyceps and Reishi each, and I've been feeling plus positive difference in those masculine feelings. I even got aroused more than usual, which hints to me that this shake will change some things.
Got my first hit of testosterone in a long while; it was from watching a schoolyard fight. But that "hoo-hah" feeling in my chest was there. The "winner" didn't use any honor codes; he was caught in a head-lock from his opponent, and the crowd talked him out of it. The head-locker was sitting down, and had to adjust his pants, but paused a moment. The "winner" didn't give him that time and was punching him until he got a uppercut for a knockout.
I really should join an MMA gym to get my body to keep squirting out these hormones.
Day 47 Ultra Motivation
The girl I've been seeing has sent me a couple of photos of her in her bra. She also said we could hang out at her house before I work on Friday; but, she claims that I won't be "getting any", but she's said similar things before we've fooled around a bit.
I went to help my grandfather out with some chores, which he can't do due to his heart issue.
I've been reviewing the Arabic alphabet; it's 10% easier, which is the most that I could hope for. I could start piecing letters together in a word. What makes the alphabet difficult is that each letter changes shape depending on its position in the word (start, middle, end), as well as different fonts, which can trip you up.
I took a skateboard ride to the mall, in which I bought Maca, Hemp protein, Cordyceps and Reishi mushroom. I'll make a shake of these things tomorrow, adding almond milk, almonds. Later, I'll add coconut oil. I did a leg workout afterwards, and that went pretty well.
A few hours ago, I took a pill of Cordyceps and Reishi each, and I've been feeling plus positive difference in those masculine feelings. I even got aroused more than usual, which hints to me that this shake will change some things.
Got my first hit of testosterone in a long while; it was from watching a schoolyard fight. But that "hoo-hah" feeling in my chest was there. The "winner" didn't use any honor codes; he was caught in a head-lock from his opponent, and the crowd talked him out of it. The head-locker was sitting down, and had to adjust his pants, but paused a moment. The "winner" didn't give him that time and was punching him until he got a uppercut for a knockout.
I really should join an MMA gym to get my body to keep squirting out these hormones.
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