06-21-2016, 04:02 PM
Quote:I still have a strong desire to go back to E2. Not sure why I feel this way? It will be interesting if you share the same thoughts after testing AOSI V2...
It's actually difficult to stop, last night while in bed I had this strong urge to keep with it. And I know I need E2 which is why i'll go back to it, but testing AOSI v2 is hard to resist
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Quote:I'm finding it hard to let go of E2, too. I suppose its designed that way. Just can't visualize a goal state that I'd like to achieve with E2 in a way that'd motivate to stay on the program for an indefinite time,
I feel similar, I have no idea what it should look like and it's been hard to see what E2 is doing. Except the dreams are telling and the feelings I get when in bed especially in that twilight zone between sleep and awake where i'm getting all these cool things I didn't on other programs.
Last night I really had a feeling something was happening. But since most of it is hidden from conscious awareness it's hard to say.
Quote: I feel like the OE in E2 actually led me to run AOSI.
Funny, cos I had that thought earlier. But I really have no idea if it's true or it's just a way for me to rationalize.
It's funny cos my desire to chase girls or whatever is at an all time low. I didn't even really realize that until now. Of course saying that I wouldn't say no to sex and of course will still perve on girls when I see them
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