The Modern Libertine's diary

[Cortez]

Hey, I'm not complaining and you aren't lying. Hardcore is an understatement. This thing is bombarding my brain way harder than Alpha Male ever did, but boy does it work well. I finally came out of my tired slump today, which to me means that I'm somewhat getting used to stage 2 and when I stop being tired, my charm goes up 200%. I've got two girls at work that like me a lot. One girl definitely and the other one, I can just tell. The first one is a pretty cute blonde girl and she just has the biggest smile on her face every time she see's me and she has the same sense of humor as me. I can tell that she likes really dominant guys(good because that's me) and she acts really feminine and giggly around me, constantly making eye contact. She said something about wanting to go to the ren faire and I'm going one more time on Sunday, so I asked her if she was free, but she works that day. So, since I asked her out this time and she was unavailable next time, it's her turn to ask me out. I'll be sure and let her know this next time I see her. XD
The funny thing is most guys at work think she's weird. I think that's what's sexy about her, because she actually has a similar personality to me. Most people used to think I was weird too, but not anymore. It's funny how fast "weird" can turn in to "irresistable" depending on how much you believe in your own reality.

So...

-Tiredness has subsided

-My flirting is reaching all time high levels

-Neediness is being killed(It feels like there's an endless supply of women in the world available to me)

-Attachment to the outcome of all things is being released

-I allow things to happen instead of trying to make them happen the way I think they should(Which makes good things happen way more often)

-I feel incredibly sexy

-My escalation skills are rapidly improving. Girls get comfortable being sexual with me really fast

-This seems like it's from the sub because it's a recent thing, but I've been more easily able to prioritize things lately. My productivity in whatever I'm doing has gone WAY up.

-I really don't get stressed out anymore. I get irritated, yes, but when that irritation passes, it's gone. It's like a duck flapping it's wings after a fight to release pent up energy. Once it's gone, it's gone.