My L-Glutamine idea seems to be working. I've felt immersed in the aura almost all day, from the time I first took the cocktail until now (L-Glutamine, Fish Oil, Choline, B-Vitamins). It's almost to the point of irritation, because (at least for me) the aura is accompanied by a feeling of euphoria that makes it hard to focus. I'm trying to lay the groundwork for the business that will take my life to the next level, but I'm too busy bouncing off the walls thanks to the euphoria. Also, my libido has skyrocketed to the point that I barely continue my insanely long no-fap streak.
M called me earlier, asking me to go to the gym with her. When I declined, she began asking if I regretted what happened the other night, if I saw her as a slut, and if I saw her as more than just a f*ck buddy.
DANGER WILL ROBINSON! But I ain't no f*ckin' rookie. I know this routine. Had I made her feel bad in any way, I knew I'd be getting angry messages from everyone accusing me of forcing her into a sexual act. So, I lied, told her that I've had a crush on her for years and that I'd never see her as a whore for engaging in that beautiful moment of passion. I said she knew we couldn't be together right now, and that we needed to stop what we were doing so we could act as a pillar of support for my friend. She agreed. I finished by saying that if it seemed like I were avoiding her, it's only because I know I won't be able to withstand the temptation. She really liked that. Of course she did. It's what women want the most -- the idea that she's so beautiful, so alluring that a man can barely contain himself.
I also canceled the outing with the 8.5 blonde on Thursday. Earlier, I realized that I'm targeting attached women to reinforce my disdain (or fears) of entering a monogamous, emotionally intimate relationship with a woman. I'm stuck in a state of limbo right now regarding this. Fact of the matter is, when I go for a woman in a relationship, my chances of sleeping with her are significantly higher than if I go for a single woman. My theory is that single women have a huge assortment of potential suitors on call, each capable of providing her with a unique experience, and you're competing with all of that. When you're dealing with an attached woman, on the other hand, your only competition is her significant other, who most likely no longer provides her with thrills. Or, in the case of M and my friend, she went from overweight dork to brunette bombshell, while he gained about 150 pounds.
So, it's back to focusing on business right now. I'll run AOSI v1 again if a situation arises where I'll benefit from it, but for now, I'm gonna take a break. Let AM6 do it's thing until v2 comes out. Most definitely testing V2.
M called me earlier, asking me to go to the gym with her. When I declined, she began asking if I regretted what happened the other night, if I saw her as a slut, and if I saw her as more than just a f*ck buddy.
DANGER WILL ROBINSON! But I ain't no f*ckin' rookie. I know this routine. Had I made her feel bad in any way, I knew I'd be getting angry messages from everyone accusing me of forcing her into a sexual act. So, I lied, told her that I've had a crush on her for years and that I'd never see her as a whore for engaging in that beautiful moment of passion. I said she knew we couldn't be together right now, and that we needed to stop what we were doing so we could act as a pillar of support for my friend. She agreed. I finished by saying that if it seemed like I were avoiding her, it's only because I know I won't be able to withstand the temptation. She really liked that. Of course she did. It's what women want the most -- the idea that she's so beautiful, so alluring that a man can barely contain himself.
I also canceled the outing with the 8.5 blonde on Thursday. Earlier, I realized that I'm targeting attached women to reinforce my disdain (or fears) of entering a monogamous, emotionally intimate relationship with a woman. I'm stuck in a state of limbo right now regarding this. Fact of the matter is, when I go for a woman in a relationship, my chances of sleeping with her are significantly higher than if I go for a single woman. My theory is that single women have a huge assortment of potential suitors on call, each capable of providing her with a unique experience, and you're competing with all of that. When you're dealing with an attached woman, on the other hand, your only competition is her significant other, who most likely no longer provides her with thrills. Or, in the case of M and my friend, she went from overweight dork to brunette bombshell, while he gained about 150 pounds.
So, it's back to focusing on business right now. I'll run AOSI v1 again if a situation arises where I'll benefit from it, but for now, I'm gonna take a break. Let AM6 do it's thing until v2 comes out. Most definitely testing V2.
