So I thought i'd help the science by contributing my experiences to the club.
Daosi
2 loops
bought EarPods especially for this
listening pretty LOUD
trickling stream
first reactions is i tried to notice the new tech. i could notice it but so much happening just became aware of my self instead. notice myself 'projecting' an auric feeling. being very light and happy. getting waved at by female cleaners looked at by men, I'm in south carolina on vacation for a wedding. dressed comfortable for myself (but having run last day of am refresher before that I'm sure this what i planned). in the car making silly jokes like *pointing at the statue* "hey looks like he's having a hard time" *then laughing at myself* self esteem boost. all this WHILE listening on EarPods.
EarPods off. eating breakfast with wedding guests not THAT hungry. still feeling light fun happy auric talking to some guests i haven't met, men complimenting me women complimenting my story, sitting with group of mostly females for first time i haven't met them. naaatttuuurrraaalllyyy taking action to sit beside woman that keeps asking me question. lady bends down infront of me wiping table cleavage showing, woman asking me question offers me beer at breakfast. laughing a lot beautiful day, german blonde girl i spoke to last night keeps looking and smiling at me. i smile back. joking with guys, spoke to the bride, teases she's a wife, real family feeling. getting touched a lot. women that kept asking questions giving me a hug goodbye and says i should meet when in washington. *boing* feeling proper sense of centre of attention. loving the sub
walking downtown greenville. making fun of my dad a bit. checking out women. notice women checking me out far before i see them. blatantly checking women close to me. feeling fire breath. dry lips. hunger. notice women walking close by. eaten. still hungry. made joke "I'm losing too much weight" hungry joke. came back to the hotel. Jerked off. best jerk ever.
i'll update u guys on my dinner later
Daosi
2 loops
bought EarPods especially for this
listening pretty LOUD
trickling stream
first reactions is i tried to notice the new tech. i could notice it but so much happening just became aware of my self instead. notice myself 'projecting' an auric feeling. being very light and happy. getting waved at by female cleaners looked at by men, I'm in south carolina on vacation for a wedding. dressed comfortable for myself (but having run last day of am refresher before that I'm sure this what i planned). in the car making silly jokes like *pointing at the statue* "hey looks like he's having a hard time" *then laughing at myself* self esteem boost. all this WHILE listening on EarPods.
EarPods off. eating breakfast with wedding guests not THAT hungry. still feeling light fun happy auric talking to some guests i haven't met, men complimenting me women complimenting my story, sitting with group of mostly females for first time i haven't met them. naaatttuuurrraaalllyyy taking action to sit beside woman that keeps asking me question. lady bends down infront of me wiping table cleavage showing, woman asking me question offers me beer at breakfast. laughing a lot beautiful day, german blonde girl i spoke to last night keeps looking and smiling at me. i smile back. joking with guys, spoke to the bride, teases she's a wife, real family feeling. getting touched a lot. women that kept asking questions giving me a hug goodbye and says i should meet when in washington. *boing* feeling proper sense of centre of attention. loving the sub
walking downtown greenville. making fun of my dad a bit. checking out women. notice women checking me out far before i see them. blatantly checking women close to me. feeling fire breath. dry lips. hunger. notice women walking close by. eaten. still hungry. made joke "I'm losing too much weight" hungry joke. came back to the hotel. Jerked off. best jerk ever.
i'll update u guys on my dinner later
