Approached some people, amde solid eye contact and noticed neediness vs abundance. Environmental openers are easy in that yet I know my improvements. Basically mass approaching, yet aware that I have fallen behind on that/lacked that area. was perfectly calm, I'm noticing an trend aswell. At the gym I walked out and an latina/mix girl basically followed me. Its all very subtle. Opening people is also met with receptiveness. Walked out of the store, an blond woman/girl, pretty tall walked away from her conversation, and basically walked out on cue.
Other girl at an store I went body to body and close with eye contact. yet, due ear infection ( which isn't true btw, its all inner fucking game ) I "messed up"I am aware now as to how little to none this holds to me, its basically an abundance of people, an enormous social circle.
Im feeling this burning fire in me, this IDGAF sense but still, its conflicting.
My vibe was somewhat different, yet even if it is needy, its an oppurtunity to mock that shit and laugh about it. Less serious taking it.
Asked some guy about events just for practice sake and reference. eye contact gets more solid on point and held it on several occasions. Some other people wave but I can't be bothered. Still in my head. Also, learning through such approached to casllibrate, egtting aware of more patterns and what not, aswell as reality check in terms of what it is, instead of chatting with one or 2 girls.
An sense in my vibe about multiple girls and how no girl is something being owned, rather an sexual abundance and planetairy orgy, hopping from one to another.
Create your own fucking party. I notice some blocks inside me in terms of social rules/programming. Callibration and the such exist outside eventually, its like an deeper reality.
noticed how people operate on an low frequence/vibration and higher state is an higher vibration, making sense in terms of feeling superior in an way. Like, I'm on this higher frequance, allm out, domiannt alpha, and not giving an fuck, while people are in their heads. stick to your points ( self lesson ) or people will doubt, its strong congrugence programing with an back off/fuck off attitude yet at the same time know thios challenges people in an way. im like an walking cock, charged and my thoughts get more reckless, extreme and seeking up the edges. feelings stirring up so another change is settling.
PS: I want to run sexmagnet.
Other girl at an store I went body to body and close with eye contact. yet, due ear infection ( which isn't true btw, its all inner fucking game ) I "messed up"I am aware now as to how little to none this holds to me, its basically an abundance of people, an enormous social circle.
Im feeling this burning fire in me, this IDGAF sense but still, its conflicting.
My vibe was somewhat different, yet even if it is needy, its an oppurtunity to mock that shit and laugh about it. Less serious taking it.
Asked some guy about events just for practice sake and reference. eye contact gets more solid on point and held it on several occasions. Some other people wave but I can't be bothered. Still in my head. Also, learning through such approached to casllibrate, egtting aware of more patterns and what not, aswell as reality check in terms of what it is, instead of chatting with one or 2 girls.
An sense in my vibe about multiple girls and how no girl is something being owned, rather an sexual abundance and planetairy orgy, hopping from one to another.
Create your own fucking party. I notice some blocks inside me in terms of social rules/programming. Callibration and the such exist outside eventually, its like an deeper reality.
noticed how people operate on an low frequence/vibration and higher state is an higher vibration, making sense in terms of feeling superior in an way. Like, I'm on this higher frequance, allm out, domiannt alpha, and not giving an fuck, while people are in their heads. stick to your points ( self lesson ) or people will doubt, its strong congrugence programing with an back off/fuck off attitude yet at the same time know thios challenges people in an way. im like an walking cock, charged and my thoughts get more reckless, extreme and seeking up the edges. feelings stirring up so another change is settling.
PS: I want to run sexmagnet.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
