The being boundless is becoming an continuüm to the point I can slip into almost on command into state. My ears are stuck currently and am thinking my ears might've be damaged, as it feels like being permanent under water. No listening to the ultrasonic through headphones, only masked tracks. My option is to let it check out on current monday. Procrastination shattered, selfworth and go get increased.
Met up with some people yesterday and notice our attitude as an group shift. This one guy who I know for years especially. Like, subconscious ( replication of my vibe ? ) displaying alpha behaviour, like non-responding and keeping frame for example. Got directly angry and annoyed when meeting them the first moments, as in, some sort of clash taking place, tension, yet he also did qualify himself to me, handing over his Phone when I asked him to through gestures without asking questions. When the other guy did not engage as much, I felt slightly resentfull for reasons.
Amogging is fun, its high value display. Like, withoutn getting offended but ratherr playfull while bèta's would be offended and not able to play these games in the first place.
My ears feel really bad right now. hearing is something I hold valuable and is part of my day to day dealings. No ringing, rather that its all very faint and far away.
Feel another breakthrough close.
Met up with some people yesterday and notice our attitude as an group shift. This one guy who I know for years especially. Like, subconscious ( replication of my vibe ? ) displaying alpha behaviour, like non-responding and keeping frame for example. Got directly angry and annoyed when meeting them the first moments, as in, some sort of clash taking place, tension, yet he also did qualify himself to me, handing over his Phone when I asked him to through gestures without asking questions. When the other guy did not engage as much, I felt slightly resentfull for reasons.
Amogging is fun, its high value display. Like, withoutn getting offended but ratherr playfull while bèta's would be offended and not able to play these games in the first place.
My ears feel really bad right now. hearing is something I hold valuable and is part of my day to day dealings. No ringing, rather that its all very faint and far away.
Feel another breakthrough close.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
