06-17-2016, 11:23 PM
Day 32
Getting very pissed off. It's like all these organizations around me, are meant to contain or impose negativity on me. I'm being quite confrontational these days. Especially towards my sister and dad. I can't believe how sheepish some of my own family is! Disgusting, I'm getting attention from women, but the idea that so many things in my life that were supposed to be a good example also had ways of putting me down is disheartening. Even this forum. It's Shannons baby. There's no need for me to be here. It's like I'm giving my ideas away for free when writing them here. Wow how did a quest to just get what I want turn into all this...
Getting very pissed off. It's like all these organizations around me, are meant to contain or impose negativity on me. I'm being quite confrontational these days. Especially towards my sister and dad. I can't believe how sheepish some of my own family is! Disgusting, I'm getting attention from women, but the idea that so many things in my life that were supposed to be a good example also had ways of putting me down is disheartening. Even this forum. It's Shannons baby. There's no need for me to be here. It's like I'm giving my ideas away for free when writing them here. Wow how did a quest to just get what I want turn into all this...
