Am 6.0 first run

[Kol]

Not caring if girls come or go in my life to an extent, yet disrespect is an no-go, I'm way less concerned when she doesnt respond or what not or is delayed but respect is paramount, I envision this as an open relationship kind of thing yet will not refuse to call out. Its an change and shift, not some beta who goes all concerned but an understanding and non-attachment. I'm not going to flip over it or anything because I KNOW I am attractive. I know girls come in my life and might go, having their own life and I myself have a life of my own. Also, having sex multiple times with several girls for reference is my current mindset. Leading is crystalizing more, such as tking her by the hand, dance, dominate, neg, freeze outs, push-pull, rewards etc. Its finally dawning on me that I held an to "evil"kind of frame towards freeze outs, instead of being playfull with an mix of dominance and an hint of danger yet also being approachable in that way, guess there are some serious ( moral? ) convictions residing in my subconscious.

Watching some video´s from Matador is inspiring. His frame and demeanor/aura is really telling, like not giving an fuck, no responsive and maintaining frame. His whole attitude is an massive goldmine to learn from. Again, I am changing and priortizing my time better. Also, slow down, its boosting dominance and frame. Slow movements show an certain level of control and confort, talking quick shows nervousness. Talking slow gives power to my words and enables playfullness.

Internal changes keep happening and it is like water thats keep renewing, mainly internal work.