06-14-2016, 01:00 PM
(06-14-2016, 12:05 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote: In this particular instance, the resistance occurred after my business meeting didn't go as well as I wanted. I'm still profitable, but I wanted a large infusion of cash to make some bold (but crazy profitable) long-term investments. I ended up plummeting into that void of RAAAAAAAAGE!™ A major source of this anger is the fact that I feel like I wasted 10 years of my life suppressing my natural instincts and "being abused" by people who used my considerable talents for their own gain, only to betray me or leave me high and dry at the end of the day. I'm having to start completely over from scratch. It feels like going back to my old career as a marketing exec is impossible: I have no network, nowhere to begin. Thus, I've gotta find my path myself.
Man, I can relate so much to this. It's happened to me SO much while on these subs. The sudden realization that I'm actually in a "worse" situation than I thought I was. Hard to accept but it does make us stronger.
