Shannon's Journal Discussion

[terry44]

There's already reality shifts in programs like AM 6 isn't there Shannon? I know when I first ran AM 6, I definitely had some reality shifting going on. It was downright creepy at times.

Not sure if this is what you mean, but I'm on AM6 Stage 3 and I've noticed some big perception shifts. For example, if I see a beautiful woman who walks around like she's better than me, it now makes me laugh inside. She looks ridiculous to me. Before she would have depressed me and made me feel slightly resentful. Now she is like entertainment to me. Even familiar smells no longer push buttons. If say, I smelt perfume my ex wife used to wear, there is now no emotion attached to it. I can let it trigger memories if I want, but in a very detached way. So many situations no longer affect me emotionally. It's less of an emotional mine field. I feel much stronger and happier because of this.

Not exactly what I meant.

The example I'm thinking of was me going into a library one time and they were closed for some special reason. Normally, I would have just accepted it, but this time I tried to get to the bottom of it and suddenly the women who were telling me about the thing were behaving differently than normal.

Maybe it was just me changing my behavior, but it really felt like reality shifted.

Or like how people would suddenly start talking to me when no one has started a conversation with me for years.

Or like how girls don't approach me anymore.

OK, with you now. I've noticed a bit of that as well. People seem more relaxed around me for instance and I have had a few women look at me in a way they haven't for years. My response is IDGAF, because I've got more important things on my mind. That feels great as well.