Day 52 Stop Masturbating
Day 38 Ultra Motivation
Today I was hit with an intense day of emotions, likely caused my drilling in Ultra Motivation; it's been hitting a nerve.
First, I didn't sleep that well. Then, I had a very emotional dream. Then, I hear about this singer getting murdered (wasn't a fan, but that shook me up). Then, it's a farewell for my singing teacher, which was very emotional. So I can break into tears within 10 seconds of certain thoughts.
I'll work through it. I have a date tonight, so I'll be sure to not burst into tears randomly.
EDIT: Went to go see X-Men with my date. I was rubbing her nipples and sneaking my finger down her pants (lol) during the movie. She seemed down for that. As a non-X-men fan, the movie was meh. I feel like I could act and do pretty well at it.
Afterwards, we sat in the car, and we kept chatting. She seemed to want to make me a friend again (some sort of shit-test), and we kept talking and talking, and then we agreed to go somewhere more private. I pulled into an empty parking lot, I fingered her, I sucked her tits, and she finished me off with her hand. It was pretty good. We're not really clicking on a deeper emotional level, but whatever. Her chain necklace came apart in my car, so it was wedged in the car seat. I had to spend a few minutes fishing it out. Not sure what's to come; I should probably start looking elsewhere.
Day 38 Ultra Motivation
Today I was hit with an intense day of emotions, likely caused my drilling in Ultra Motivation; it's been hitting a nerve.
First, I didn't sleep that well. Then, I had a very emotional dream. Then, I hear about this singer getting murdered (wasn't a fan, but that shook me up). Then, it's a farewell for my singing teacher, which was very emotional. So I can break into tears within 10 seconds of certain thoughts.
I'll work through it. I have a date tonight, so I'll be sure to not burst into tears randomly.
EDIT: Went to go see X-Men with my date. I was rubbing her nipples and sneaking my finger down her pants (lol) during the movie. She seemed down for that. As a non-X-men fan, the movie was meh. I feel like I could act and do pretty well at it.
Afterwards, we sat in the car, and we kept chatting. She seemed to want to make me a friend again (some sort of shit-test), and we kept talking and talking, and then we agreed to go somewhere more private. I pulled into an empty parking lot, I fingered her, I sucked her tits, and she finished me off with her hand. It was pretty good. We're not really clicking on a deeper emotional level, but whatever. Her chain necklace came apart in my car, so it was wedged in the car seat. I had to spend a few minutes fishing it out. Not sure what's to come; I should probably start looking elsewhere.
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