At times having slight doubts surfacing but knowing damn well the sub is working. No expectations.
Relation models and LTR thinking from an honest perspective.
being just present currently, no thoughts, an shift in being/existing. Nothing. Just I am.
getting approached by another guy at my gym, he kept talking about some people having the power and being born with it, kept praising my definition and what not, how my body is good as it is but having 10kg added wouldnt be something to bad.
Didnt want to go home at all, jsut being zen, existing,d riving, being in public.
fear clings to fear.
many beliefs are illusionairy and false, such as approach fear. The inital spike is short.
Im pretty mixed up currently and my whole external view is massively shifting right before my eyes. I can;'t comprehend and just let it flow.
Experienced some sort of oneness with my environment, beyond seeing the environment as my own. It was clear and speaking for itself.
Relation models and LTR thinking from an honest perspective.
being just present currently, no thoughts, an shift in being/existing. Nothing. Just I am.
getting approached by another guy at my gym, he kept talking about some people having the power and being born with it, kept praising my definition and what not, how my body is good as it is but having 10kg added wouldnt be something to bad.
Didnt want to go home at all, jsut being zen, existing,d riving, being in public.
fear clings to fear.
many beliefs are illusionairy and false, such as approach fear. The inital spike is short.
Im pretty mixed up currently and my whole external view is massively shifting right before my eyes. I can;'t comprehend and just let it flow.
Experienced some sort of oneness with my environment, beyond seeing the environment as my own. It was clear and speaking for itself.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
