06-11-2016, 05:00 PM
@DisneylandUSA
Yeah your right. Still wish I would have caught on earlier.....years earlier.
@ apollolux
Oh darn you figured out my secret plan.lol I all honesty I'm not to sure. All I know is I have strange feeling that whatever lifestyle I'm going for many close family members and friends won't like it.
I must getting into some deeper territory with the sub because I almost quite listening to it yesterday. I'm having some very disturbing, sickening thoughts(yeah Benjamin I know these are worse though
) that make me wish I wasn't here. Like that would be the best option, but I know it isn't, so I'll continue listening. Kind of surprised that I'm having them at all. It doesn't seem like. Oh the good news is I get a feeling that these thoughts aren't meant to be taken literally and there is a deeper meaning behind it. Bad news is I'm not sure I want to figure out what.
After everything that has happened I will finally have a car this weekend. I went out to eat today and it was crowded. Still nervous about being in crowds and socializing but for some odd reason I want to go out again while it crowded.
What's even weirder is that I have this feeling like I always went out and dealt with crowds and socializing with ease, and mange to stay reserved.
Yeah okay might be losing mind here.
I now know I'm starting to accept me being bi more. Had no shame checking out both women and men. Still don't want to tell anybody about it. I don't feel this need to let everybody know. They'll find out eventually and if they don't oh well.
Still surprises me how fast I'm going through these issues.
Yeah your right. Still wish I would have caught on earlier.....years earlier.
@ apollolux
Oh darn you figured out my secret plan.lol I all honesty I'm not to sure. All I know is I have strange feeling that whatever lifestyle I'm going for many close family members and friends won't like it.
I must getting into some deeper territory with the sub because I almost quite listening to it yesterday. I'm having some very disturbing, sickening thoughts(yeah Benjamin I know these are worse though
) that make me wish I wasn't here. Like that would be the best option, but I know it isn't, so I'll continue listening. Kind of surprised that I'm having them at all. It doesn't seem like. Oh the good news is I get a feeling that these thoughts aren't meant to be taken literally and there is a deeper meaning behind it. Bad news is I'm not sure I want to figure out what.After everything that has happened I will finally have a car this weekend. I went out to eat today and it was crowded. Still nervous about being in crowds and socializing but for some odd reason I want to go out again while it crowded.
What's even weirder is that I have this feeling like I always went out and dealt with crowds and socializing with ease, and mange to stay reserved.
Yeah okay might be losing mind here.I now know I'm starting to accept me being bi more. Had no shame checking out both women and men. Still don't want to tell anybody about it. I don't feel this need to let everybody know. They'll find out eventually and if they don't oh well.
Still surprises me how fast I'm going through these issues.
