06-09-2016, 09:31 PM
Day 49 Stop Masturbating
Day 35 Ultra Motivation
Before falling asleep, I j'ed off again; my balls feel congested after doing so, which is possibly an effect of the subliminal, in a sense 'punishing' me for going through it with.
The issue is: I'm now tremendously horny, even though I jacked off twice yesterday.
Motivation is gaining for certain elements of my life, but not in the areas where I'd need to put it effort without immediate results. I'm very motivated by learning, given that the skills are applied right away, and you can see the effects after enough time. I realize that I dislike working on areas where results are not immediate or linear.
I've set up plans with the woman from last Sunday. We're going to see a movie; I'm tempted to get naughty with her; I've looked into car sex (since we both live with our parents), but I could slip my fingers (after her blessings) down her jeans during the movies. Must be discreet, with all of the other people around.
Day 35 Ultra Motivation
Before falling asleep, I j'ed off again; my balls feel congested after doing so, which is possibly an effect of the subliminal, in a sense 'punishing' me for going through it with.
The issue is: I'm now tremendously horny, even though I jacked off twice yesterday.
Motivation is gaining for certain elements of my life, but not in the areas where I'd need to put it effort without immediate results. I'm very motivated by learning, given that the skills are applied right away, and you can see the effects after enough time. I realize that I dislike working on areas where results are not immediate or linear.
I've set up plans with the woman from last Sunday. We're going to see a movie; I'm tempted to get naughty with her; I've looked into car sex (since we both live with our parents), but I could slip my fingers (after her blessings) down her jeans during the movies. Must be discreet, with all of the other people around.
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