06-09-2016, 07:12 PM
The more I think about it the more I realize that this the direction I need to take. Less focus on money more on sex, sexuality, and sensual stuff. I don't know why I was making the issue so black and white.
This is most likely going to be one of the biggest problems I got so makes sense to focus on it more. I'll probably pick up AOSI later on this year to help. Better yet let me wait until the end of the year to decide what I'm going to do. No need to rush things. If I even need to listen to the sub that long.
Oh course when I accepted that this was the course of action I needed to take my motivation kind of came back.
Still got the social skills to work on too but I think this sub is helping out with that.
Now on becoming an entrepreneur I'm getting vibes on taking a different approach. The thought of running a business seems maddening and hellish. I used to be into the show Shark Tank but now it bores me.
I'm still into the idea of investing and starting to research stocks to see if I would like that.
Everyday feels like a Friday or Saturday. Even when I'm at work. I don't get those weekday blues anymore.
I'm speaking clearly and with more projection in my voice. I'm not trying to hide my voice and a part of myself when I speak. I don't know why I hold back a part of me I guess some fear as usual.
I just figured out that I have anixeity and fear when it comes to going out. If this were a snake it would would bit me. I was so obvious like in my face obvious. I think I might have thought that I was a little scared to go out. SO frustrating that I'm figuring this out now and not I don't know how many years ago.
This is most likely going to be one of the biggest problems I got so makes sense to focus on it more. I'll probably pick up AOSI later on this year to help. Better yet let me wait until the end of the year to decide what I'm going to do. No need to rush things. If I even need to listen to the sub that long.
Oh course when I accepted that this was the course of action I needed to take my motivation kind of came back.
Still got the social skills to work on too but I think this sub is helping out with that.
Now on becoming an entrepreneur I'm getting vibes on taking a different approach. The thought of running a business seems maddening and hellish. I used to be into the show Shark Tank but now it bores me.
I'm still into the idea of investing and starting to research stocks to see if I would like that. Everyday feels like a Friday or Saturday. Even when I'm at work. I don't get those weekday blues anymore.
I'm speaking clearly and with more projection in my voice. I'm not trying to hide my voice and a part of myself when I speak. I don't know why I hold back a part of me I guess some fear as usual.
I just figured out that I have anixeity and fear when it comes to going out. If this were a snake it would would bit me. I was so obvious like in my face obvious. I think I might have thought that I was a little scared to go out. SO frustrating that I'm figuring this out now and not I don't know how many years ago.
