06-08-2016, 11:35 AM
(06-08-2016, 11:26 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote:(06-08-2016, 10:58 AM)Shannon Wrote:(06-07-2016, 04:27 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote: Resistance started to pass after I wrote the above post, went for a run and took a short nap. I'm not completely out of the fire yet, but at least I can function. Just had to face it.
A few thoughts -- ever since I ran AOSI, I've had this mental fixation on death. Thinking and musing on my life and how I feel like this year is the first in my life. How I'd hate to die now, when I'm on my way to reaching my goals. When my colleague committed suicide, those feelings intensified and I think I was mentally running away from it.
Shannon said AOSI has an implementation of OGSF in 5.5g. Is it possible that the OGSF script in AOSI somehow "overwrote" the OGSF in AM6 and that's what caused the resistance?
No. AOSI's OGSF scripting would enhance and improve the effect.
Called it. I knew something was up:
(06-08-2016, 07:10 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote: While I will concede that this bout of resistance was particularly fierce, I have to acknowledge the following:
1. The resistance has passed.
2. The resistance passed remarkably fast -- 3 days. According to my log (yes, I write all this stuff down), bouts of resistance normally last for an average of 7-10 days.
3. I feel really, really, REALLY good right now. Powerful. Motivated. Exactly how S4 felt in my first AM6 run.
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At the end of the day, this makes me wonder if AOSI is "conflicting" with AM6 at all. It honestly feels like it enhanced it. Yes, admittedly, the resistance was unbelievable and the less resilient may not want to deal with it, but the after effect? I haven't felt this good in ages.
(06-07-2016, 07:10 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote: So, I'm not quite sure that AOSI "conflicting" with the AM6 is the culprit behind this sudden outbreak of users having resistance. There's a pattern, yes. But I'm sure we all know that correlation does not imply causation. Hell, for all we know, the OGSF (or OE, or something else) in AOSI helped me breakthrough some deep seated beliefs about crying and emotional release. This situation begs for further experimentation.
Guys, I feel REALLY good today. Comfortable in my skin. Dominant. Powerful. And most of all -- sexy. But, we'll see for sure. Like I said, running AOSI again within the next few days.
Makes me wonder if maybe AOSI would be beneficial for some stages of AM6 and detrimental for others. Possibly the earlier stages it'd be a bad idea but the later stages an enhancement.
