06-08-2016, 08:13 AM
Its interesting how I am all about empowerment yet at the same times vulnerability. Im feeling incredibly sexual yet an strong pressure, so many mixed emotions and tired hits, yet incredibly seductive. AQlmost like my gaze has turned into seks and dominance. Had several moments today with an older women coming from vacation for 7 weeks from spain, chatted an bit, another women I locked eyes with, just causal gazing and almost like this intimate moment she asked "whats up"its like, people want to care for me or some shit, I don't know, maybe I trigger some nurturing feelings in people, oh the suprise they would encounter...
I just realize how strong this stage is affecting me in ways, I feel like my mind goes limitless yet very sexual. All is coming together and havign an sense of alpha sexuality aswell as strong dominance. i'm getting more "extreme" and experiemental in terms of sex. Like, pushing the dominance and setting the frame stronger.
People sense it, no doubt.
Also reading the 33 strategies of war. Some parts in it are strongly directed towards self-reliance and introspection, aswell as weeding out habits and blocks.
Oh, and I dont give a fuck. I want to go out and just own the place, dance, grasps girls left/right, dance and leave with her in an cocky manner. lol. I know I'm so much more wirth now, deeper then whats described. Also, with this stage the stuff mystery tells about IOI and what not is hitting close to home, but at the same time my game gets more and more natural and higher value.
There is so much more to write about this, more then I can comprehend. Its really atxing on my mind, yet so worth it. I'm cocky arrogant and it is only growing more and more intense.
I just realize how strong this stage is affecting me in ways, I feel like my mind goes limitless yet very sexual. All is coming together and havign an sense of alpha sexuality aswell as strong dominance. i'm getting more "extreme" and experiemental in terms of sex. Like, pushing the dominance and setting the frame stronger.
People sense it, no doubt.
Also reading the 33 strategies of war. Some parts in it are strongly directed towards self-reliance and introspection, aswell as weeding out habits and blocks.
Oh, and I dont give a fuck. I want to go out and just own the place, dance, grasps girls left/right, dance and leave with her in an cocky manner. lol. I know I'm so much more wirth now, deeper then whats described. Also, with this stage the stuff mystery tells about IOI and what not is hitting close to home, but at the same time my game gets more and more natural and higher value.
There is so much more to write about this, more then I can comprehend. Its really atxing on my mind, yet so worth it. I'm cocky arrogant and it is only growing more and more intense.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus