Stage 4 is nothing but amazig, I feel way more alpha, I'm taking the lead so much more and feel unstoppable. Its no joke, shannon has created an masterpiece. I'm no longer censoring myself, I aswell get more aware of issues I have, including neediness, even if I had sex, its like slipping in this frame of slight fear, yet this also is slowly changing. talked with this girl about dominance and submissiveness and she likes it yet says she is no fully submissive. Its like teaching game and gaming her at the same time.
yeah, fine. My whole body gets suddenly an sort of rush or wave.
I aswell begin to understand how to take compliments from people without feeling awkward. i'm feeling sexually so more charged and can keep going, almost out of control like sexuality. Has to be the SM lead in.
I lock eyes with people, people lock eyes with me, but its only 6 days in legit. I'm getting in touch with my more primal predatory instincts and its like shedding societal and social programming. I'm zooming in on breaking away from the social norms, like BD and see oppurtunities everywhere.
My drive is coming back, but other things that went skyrocketing on the former stages, seem to be slipping more, like being less concerned while I should be.
yeah, fine. My whole body gets suddenly an sort of rush or wave.
I aswell begin to understand how to take compliments from people without feeling awkward. i'm feeling sexually so more charged and can keep going, almost out of control like sexuality. Has to be the SM lead in.
I lock eyes with people, people lock eyes with me, but its only 6 days in legit. I'm getting in touch with my more primal predatory instincts and its like shedding societal and social programming. I'm zooming in on breaking away from the social norms, like BD and see oppurtunities everywhere.
My drive is coming back, but other things that went skyrocketing on the former stages, seem to be slipping more, like being less concerned while I should be.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
