(06-07-2016, 05:49 PM)yeah! Wrote: I did a couple runs of AOSI during AM6 and got ***** up by it. Im not using it during this run again will use E2 though weekly.
I remember Shannon saying that E2 would most likely "soften" the effects of AM6. In that case, it seems a bit counter-intuitive to run it with AM6. Would make more sense to finish your AM6 run, then run E2, followed by the AM6 refresher to restore what was "softened." Not to mention this:
(06-07-2016, 08:02 AM)Shannon Wrote: I am more and more thinking AOSI/5.5G is too powerful to run at all with AM, and possibly other programs.
Well, I for one, intend to find out. I'm going to run AOSI again according to Option B once a week rolls around. While I will concede that this bout of resistance was particularly fierce, I have to acknowledge the following:
1. The resistance has passed.
2. The resistance passed remarkably fast -- 3 days. According to my log (yes, I write all this stuff down), bouts of resistance normally last for an average of 7-10 days.
3. I feel really, really, REALLY good right now. Powerful. Motivated. Exactly how S4 felt in my first AM6 run.
The resistance began to pass after I let all those emotions out about my colleague that committed suicide on Sunday. Here's the weird thing about that: I actually cried for a few minutes when I was out on my run. I haven't cried in YEARS. This was a genuine emotional release. Over the past few hours, I've felt the stress and resistance lifting, and it's still continuing to do so.
So, I'm not quite sure that AOSI "conflicting" with the AM6 is the culprit behind this sudden outbreak of users having resistance. There's a pattern, yes. But I'm sure we all know that correlation does not imply causation. Hell, for all we know, the OGSF (or OE, or something else) in AOSI helped me breakthrough some deep seated beliefs about crying and emotional release. This situation begs for further experimentation. Someone needs to try it again -- see if the exact thing happens, intense resistance following AOSI usage according to Option B.
I'm going to be one of those people.
That being said: I completely acknowledge that I am risking the derailment of my AM6 run. I do so willingly and will not blame or disparage IML, Shannon, AM6 or DAOSI for any undesirable results.
So, peeps -- this is going to happen. If there's something you want me to look for or try, let me know. If you're going to talk down to me, or try to induce a sense of fear -- save it. If you're going to hope that my experiment fails and I come back and praise your infinite wisdom, grow the f*ck up.
EDIT: The preceding paragraph isn't directed at anyone in particular. I just know how ya'll get. :p
