06-05-2016, 09:55 PM
Tonight I realized that everyday I'm dealing with mature and real issues. In regards to myself and surroundings. However, when things are going right and you're at the top people closest won't validate you and in fact they'll try and bring u down. It's not because they want to hurt you but society has trained people to behave a certain way, use tactics to say things to throw someone off in order to show their value. It's partly this capitalistic society. To be on top others have to be put down. It might've been naive for me to not have this mindset and think we can all empower eachother, however people who don't use subliminals and don't even have knowledge of how magnetic our universe is live in their fear. It's sad. And sometimes I wish to be analysed. I don't measure my worth by the validation of others. So many people do. And when I act it can be quite intimidating as "what other people think" does not effect me. I crave positivity from others. And so many people respond to my strength by being confrontational. In the past "surrounding myself with positive people" was the theme and fake friends dissolved. It seems my family doesn't even have a lot of positive things to say to me willingly. I'm glad to have this forum, it's one of the only outlets where I can be open. It seems like I will have genuine friends. Gotta continue listening to the subliminal
