The razors on my lips, the poison in my kiss (AM6 Second Run - S6)

[SargeMaximus]

Very much missing the calm, cool and collected vibe of AOSI. AM6 has me wanting to put my fist through a wall tonight. It's safe to say that AOSI's effects have completely worn off.

Something of note -- I've got a lot of bruises from my heavy martial arts training. I had a particularly LARGE, nasty bruise on my ribs from sparring. After running AOSI, that bruise is NOTICEABLY smaller. I mean, like 85% smaller. Also, it doesn't hurt -- AT ALL. In fact, it itches, which usually signifies healing...

If I didn't know any better, I'd say something in AOSI has a healing effect.

Increased metabolism will increase healing as a byproduct. But are you saying aosi is more calm and cool than am 6? I've not had the rage you describe in am, been pretty Zen. I think it's my strongest state, but if aosi is that way too, it might more sense for me to run it.

With all the burning sensations you reported I assumed this was an unhinged state being produced. It kind of freaks me out tbh.

I was super zen in S1 and S2 of AM6. Once S3 rolled around, I've experienced nothing but RAAAAAAAAGE!!! ™ It's much better than my first AM6 run -- that was full of deep, deep depression. The RAAAAAAAAAAGE!!! ™ is manageable, because I can generally push through whatever tasks that need to be done. That depression was beyond killer.

But yeah, the AOSI vibe is unparalleled, man -- I've NEVER felt so chill, laid back and in the zone... and I've done a lot of drugs, haha. It's like the best of every drug with no side effects other than having to eat. AND now you're telling me that promotes healing? I was going to do SM eventually, but I dunno. Maybe I'll run this long enough to install as much of the programming as I can, then grab BASE, refresh with Option B. Keep running BASE until I'm rich.

I'm eagerly awaiting until I can run AOSI again. This time, I'm going downtown and approaching rather than hanging with a group.

Huh, well now that you mention it, I have had some anger here and there since starting TRE, but it's mostly fleeting and/or decided (as in I'm being angry to test the States effects on women and etc). I know what you mean about the depression tho, whenever depression has hit me while on a sub, it was like death with my eyes open.

But that's crazy, I think I have to do aosi next then. Zen is my default state and I've always wished I could get the sexual interest while in it.

As for healing, yes. Metabolism and healing speed are linked. For example, I've always been a quick healer because I'm ectomorph body type.

I don't know if you'll need SM, I mean, you already have success with women, I can only imagine you'd need it for the state, but it sounds like aosi does a much better job of that.

Excited to hear about your approaching exploits tho, should be good.