06-04-2016, 10:30 AM
Hey Athena, Im going to be starting E2 very soon too so feel free to read my journal as ill do with yours.
I read your previous journal of AYPB which is how I came here so good luck with this sub.
I wish you the best
I know impatience is something I have to deal with. In your case it could be that you eagerly want that elusive perfect boyfriend, and in mine its the love to learn and study during my time at uni.
What I do know is that its now the time to clean the inner garbage, its now the time to do what is needed and what is right otherwise the garbage will always weigh us down. I reluctantly realised that I simply can't focus on my studies as I want due to either fear or feelings that I know not how to label but these feeling are bringing the wrong results. The results that I do not want. I believe as others have said it could be true for you.
So stick with it, and lets clean our inner garbage and make it happen!!!
I read your previous journal of AYPB which is how I came here so good luck with this sub.
I wish you the best

I know impatience is something I have to deal with. In your case it could be that you eagerly want that elusive perfect boyfriend, and in mine its the love to learn and study during my time at uni.
What I do know is that its now the time to clean the inner garbage, its now the time to do what is needed and what is right otherwise the garbage will always weigh us down. I reluctantly realised that I simply can't focus on my studies as I want due to either fear or feelings that I know not how to label but these feeling are bringing the wrong results. The results that I do not want. I believe as others have said it could be true for you.
So stick with it, and lets clean our inner garbage and make it happen!!!
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days