WildFlower's 2011 Alpha Male Journal

[WildFlower]

I feel incredibly inspired and motivated. But not driven by any external force. I feel incredibly autonomous. Early Stages feel as if they stir something up within you, and spur you on from the outside - sort of like the archetypal football coach. None of that with these later stages. I feel like all my energy and will to improve comes from my own being. The sub is penetrating deep and really getting at my core in a positive way.

I wet for a job interview this afternoon and it went brilliant. They where really keen in me; kept telling me I came across as very smart, that I was presentable, they really liked my CAD work and offered me a a salary that I'm really happy with. I've finally ticked a box I've been wanting to tick for several months now. I can now focus on other areas - going to get myself a cute, little girlfriend. It's all change in my life at the moment, and you know what? I'm totally comfortable with that. I feel in charge of my own destiny. I must apologize for not being here to much recently. I've took on any extra 2 classes per week of Yoga, and I'm generally just living my life more full (didn't think it was possible)