To a new Horizon - AM6

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Summary Stage 3:

Was a huge ride with alot of up and downs over the last month.
In the beginning Stage 3 was excellent and i felt like god and fully in control and more happy ever day.
The last 2 weeks have been a constant up and down wit bad depressions.
Felt also tired and exhausted all the time.

Probably had alot of bad decisions.
Started to drink alcohol again and party long night with some Phenibut and Tramadol.
I noticed i always have bad depressions and feeling guilty adterwards but its a bad habit/addiction i cant control if i go to partys.

On the other side i grew alot more confident in public and with other people.
I am not shy anymore and people respect me and search my advice and help.
Also got a new FuckBuddy, which wnats to experiment alot and loves and respects me aswell.

So in overall alot of changes. Next stage i hope there is more towards becoming outgoing and extroverted an being good with people in general.

I have to read some more good books and start meditating again to feel happy and growing.
Also stop to party whole nights and drinking/taking drugs.

I am excited!!!!

Drinking makes AM6 difficult at times. Try less. You may feel better