05-31-2016, 06:52 PM
As a young man that is growing over the past year of running six stage subs I've managed to achieve the expectations of all (to my perspective) my external social constructs. To get the girlfriend, to sleep with multiple women at once. To be in great shape. To be independent. To live an abundant life financially. To move out. To have a stable career and to have my own business. I won't have to work this summer thanks to my upcoming cash influx but finally I feel I will be able to take care of myself. Not according to above which society made me Beleive was correct, but finally be healthy. Take care of myself and surroundings to what I feel is sufficient. Pressure free. And also pursue relationships and actions that are healthy for myself. Its a bit cliche to say working out is the first step to be happy in the situation but now that I'm stripped of all capitalistic angles I've had for working on myself I can finally strap down and get my health under control. I can already tell that once I feel great about the way I look I can move on to next aesthically and emotionally pleasing goal which is either a career I'm passionate about or a new environment but I'm getting ahead of myself. One idea that I can articulate at a time
