05-30-2016, 09:34 AM
Day 39 SMast.
Day 25 Ultra Mot.
Feeling plenty of emotional turbulence, but it isn't that bad; I have some anxiety, and some feeling of not being grounded. I have my Skype session tomorrow. Will let you know how it goes.
I've had three days off work; the next 5 days are on.
Have been reading through Christopher Hitchen's book; there's about 25 pages left. I'll re-read soon thereafter.
Guys have been talking to me in the gym; I attribute this to the noFap, and being more embodied. Before, I was practically invisible.
I've been calling out particularly stupid Facebook posts, but using pure logic to dismantle them. For instance, someone had put up a presumptuous and fatuous post about our linguistic treatment of the races; they're called 'expats' when they leave the country, but other races are called 'immigrants' when they come to our country. There is, of course, a definitional distinction between the two, and I made it clear to them. The best part of this job, is that all further comments cease forever; they seem to know that they can no longer make platitudes without running the risk of a third-party reading both their comment next to mine, and realizing that the other commentator is brain-dead stupid.
Day 25 Ultra Mot.
Feeling plenty of emotional turbulence, but it isn't that bad; I have some anxiety, and some feeling of not being grounded. I have my Skype session tomorrow. Will let you know how it goes.
I've had three days off work; the next 5 days are on.
Have been reading through Christopher Hitchen's book; there's about 25 pages left. I'll re-read soon thereafter.
Guys have been talking to me in the gym; I attribute this to the noFap, and being more embodied. Before, I was practically invisible.
I've been calling out particularly stupid Facebook posts, but using pure logic to dismantle them. For instance, someone had put up a presumptuous and fatuous post about our linguistic treatment of the races; they're called 'expats' when they leave the country, but other races are called 'immigrants' when they come to our country. There is, of course, a definitional distinction between the two, and I made it clear to them. The best part of this job, is that all further comments cease forever; they seem to know that they can no longer make platitudes without running the risk of a third-party reading both their comment next to mine, and realizing that the other commentator is brain-dead stupid.
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