05-30-2016, 01:56 AM
A little update on my journey:
I am finding it harder and harder to attend my french class. I do understand that living in France one should learn to speak the language and it bothers me when people are here for over 10 years and speak horrible french. But it just doesn't make sense, it is so boring learning french for me. I guess on some level I don't see the exact purpose of the classes for me. Honestly I have been slacking off a lot during this past month period. I feel a little guilty, but at the same time I am starting to realize that it's my life and my choices. No idea where this will take me next.
My dreams are not exactly horrifying, but there's nearly always this strong undertone of negative feelings to them.
I am finding it harder and harder to attend my french class. I do understand that living in France one should learn to speak the language and it bothers me when people are here for over 10 years and speak horrible french. But it just doesn't make sense, it is so boring learning french for me. I guess on some level I don't see the exact purpose of the classes for me. Honestly I have been slacking off a lot during this past month period. I feel a little guilty, but at the same time I am starting to realize that it's my life and my choices. No idea where this will take me next.
My dreams are not exactly horrifying, but there's nearly always this strong undertone of negative feelings to them.