05-29-2016, 05:22 PM
I've been feeling alone lately and depressed but this time I'm not stupid enough to believe that I'm the only one who feels this way. It's something everyone goes through even though they don't want to admit it.
I kept thinking that I need to spend more time with people when I need to spend more quality time with folks. I can spend lots of time time with someone but it never felt like it was enough. I was wasn't fully enjoying their company or spending quality time with them. I don't know how to explain it. Sorry if it doesn't make sense.
Lately I have been bringing work problems home with me. Very usual of me but I think it's a reminder that i need to get out do something else for living. Which I'm working on.
I have been having a strange feeling about work anyway. Like I won't be there much longer. A better opportunity will present itself after I put in the work to learn a couple of new skills. Figures crossed for that.
Getting a little addicted to Khan Academy now and reading......and learning excel.
And I would like to say that I'm really grateful for the subs. This one in particular. I would have have wound up in a career that wasn't a match for me. Would have made my life much more miserable.
Which makes me even more depressed because I thought I knew what would make me happy. I'm really kicking myself in the ass for almost making my life worse.
Haven't been in the mood for sex lately. I feel really disgusted about it for some odd reason.
I kept thinking that I need to spend more time with people when I need to spend more quality time with folks. I can spend lots of time time with someone but it never felt like it was enough. I was wasn't fully enjoying their company or spending quality time with them. I don't know how to explain it. Sorry if it doesn't make sense.
Lately I have been bringing work problems home with me. Very usual of me but I think it's a reminder that i need to get out do something else for living. Which I'm working on.
I have been having a strange feeling about work anyway. Like I won't be there much longer. A better opportunity will present itself after I put in the work to learn a couple of new skills. Figures crossed for that.
Getting a little addicted to Khan Academy now and reading......and learning excel.
And I would like to say that I'm really grateful for the subs. This one in particular. I would have have wound up in a career that wasn't a match for me. Would have made my life much more miserable.
Which makes me even more depressed because I thought I knew what would make me happy. I'm really kicking myself in the ass for almost making my life worse.
Haven't been in the mood for sex lately. I feel really disgusted about it for some odd reason.
