Shannon's Journal Discussion

[Shannon]

IME, when I reject women in my social circle they either:

1.) Don't speak to me again
2.) Immediately have sex with someone else to try and "hurt" me
3.) Gain new respect and giggle/blush every time they see me

I never thought about "fear of being sexy" being a thing, but I can see how it might be for some if they have never been considered sexy before. My fear is more a fear of being open/vulnerable, but being sexy does nothing but improve your life. The fear of it is irrational... but then I guess so is the fear of vulnerability so I can't judge.

Which brings me onto: is there any programming in AOSI that helps us become more vulnerable with women? When I get IOIs from women, I'll self-sabotage by telling myself I'm too good for her, or that she's lower value and needy because she's approaching me, but I realize it's me protecting my own ego because I am afraid to be open and be rejected.

Will AOSI have anything in there to help with that, or is it outside the scope of the program?

Also, will you be releasing the files in FLAC like you did for E2?

More vulnerable? No.

That's the sort of thing that is outside the goal boundaries of a program like this. It's designed to generate an aura, not heal you. We have other programs for that. Sounds like you should perhaps run one of them first? Although you may be surprised how the program affects you.