Joining that EPRHA 2.0 Bandwagon

[Why So Serious?]

I am still fighting myself on this art thing but my"crush" on art is starting to fade. I will not use it as it an escape from life anymore. Even worse make it my career. I would have really done some damage going that route. I get disgusted at myself just thinking about it now. Still will draw but for fun in the future. I need make sure I completely heal from that before get started drawing again. I know I ave talked about this quite a bit but now it's really starting to sink in.

Going through the process of getting ready for college. I'm really excited to be going back. Which is odd because I was never excited about it before.

I'm hoping to get a new car tomorrow.

Doing the beast I can with keeping touch with others. I'm just texting to see how everyone is doing but I guess it's a start. Sadly I wouldn't even do that before.....how sad. This is going to require a massive amount of work.

Exercising my willpower. I haven't used it in.........awhile. Need to use it more often.

This is all scaring me because it means I'll be independent sooner than I thought. I feel if I become more independent that I'll became less loving. Ironically I already am sooooooooo why do I feel this way still?

I'm back to reading books and less tv. Also got back into using Khan Academy, and I'm learning excel on the side now.

My eyes are bothering me. Oh almost forgot I'm keeping an offline journal now. Never thought that would happen.