beginning o understand the power the 48 laws of power has. Had an sort of panic attack, atleast an strong physical response but more of an detached kind yet realizing that it was tenseion and that I am still alpha. Getting aware of more internal patterns revolving around guilt.
having re-occuring thoughts of narcissism nd for some reason it makes me feel euphoric and something been set in motion. Strong thoughts aswell revolving presenting and the how. I feel something is being overcome and whatever it is, is okay. Even if this means becoming less sensitive and more narcissistic. Could be because i am exposed and my interests revolves back towards this stuff. Otherwise iot might be the ruthless business idea.
Also sorting out my time better.
having re-occuring thoughts of narcissism nd for some reason it makes me feel euphoric and something been set in motion. Strong thoughts aswell revolving presenting and the how. I feel something is being overcome and whatever it is, is okay. Even if this means becoming less sensitive and more narcissistic. Could be because i am exposed and my interests revolves back towards this stuff. Otherwise iot might be the ruthless business idea.
Also sorting out my time better.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
