Im more stable ( day 29 ) then ever. My eyes just float and lock and I dont care anymore about if people show IOI's or not. made me think about what shannon wrote in a post on this forum. I also played with the projection of "i like you, i want to meet you"and this caused an direct eye lock from the other person, as if the picked it up. Other things are clicking, like some harmonic process, mastering my reality.
I still get defensive at times, I talked with some guy at the gym about form, and he shared one and another and noticed how I close off for a bit, as an emotional response rather then staying objective.
Had more eye fucking at the gym by different women, obvious, other people where shy or acted rather submissive, im getting more agressive and outspoken in my bodylanguage. I read people more easy and notice all kind of behaviour traits in people. Some people stand out like they have some natural quality to them or some sorts, like an aura.
Im feeling pretty awesome today, yesterday I felt so stable and zen I didnt want to go to bed in the first place, it was being pure content with myself.
deeper understanding in alpha and fearlessness, in seeking and welcoming the challenge, the harder the better. Alpha in many forms, subtle and not so subtle. Taking more responsibility and looking back on the old person. its like peeling some layers and renewal every time.
shifts between thoughts as to how AM changes me yet aswell not giving an fuck about anyone and just going all out gain maximum profit from the sub. Stage 4 will be empowering.
I still get defensive at times, I talked with some guy at the gym about form, and he shared one and another and noticed how I close off for a bit, as an emotional response rather then staying objective.
Had more eye fucking at the gym by different women, obvious, other people where shy or acted rather submissive, im getting more agressive and outspoken in my bodylanguage. I read people more easy and notice all kind of behaviour traits in people. Some people stand out like they have some natural quality to them or some sorts, like an aura.
Im feeling pretty awesome today, yesterday I felt so stable and zen I didnt want to go to bed in the first place, it was being pure content with myself.
deeper understanding in alpha and fearlessness, in seeking and welcoming the challenge, the harder the better. Alpha in many forms, subtle and not so subtle. Taking more responsibility and looking back on the old person. its like peeling some layers and renewal every time.
shifts between thoughts as to how AM changes me yet aswell not giving an fuck about anyone and just going all out gain maximum profit from the sub. Stage 4 will be empowering.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
