A Sexy Alex, stage 1: BIABWS+DAOS Journal

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==cycle 1, 18 days in==

18 days in and I feel exhausted. I seem be regaining horniness slowly, but only time will tell if I will be able to achieve the sexual heights I used to reach as a younger man.

I see IOIs from women almost everywhere I go, from touching their necks and brushing hair behind ears to crossing legs in very uncomfortable looking pretzels and pointing towards me to shifting their bodies to better display what they feel might be their most desirable features, but they're essentially useless if a woman says no when I approach.

Monday I had a date with a woman from POF same day as messaging her; didn't touch my profile and my first message is the same, the only thing different was I felt like surfing POF at that specific time to find women to message and she happened to show up in the scrolling feed at the bottom of the app. She seemed receptive and open to a sexual relationship, though she struck me as a bit flaky since the next day she "suddenly" realized she's on her period. I'm meeting her again tonight, but she also keeps asking me to cover her travel fare like gas, tolls, and parking. She asked to meet tonight so I don't expect to pay, nor am I likely to actually be hungry around that time. We'll see what happens.