05-25-2016, 11:34 PM
(This post was last modified: 05-25-2016, 11:38 PM by ncbeareatingman.)
WTF did you put in this Mofo Shannon M.? gezz this E2 is off da chain man ! dang !! MY self validation,self appreciation,self love and self liking are going thru the roof !!I feel a like a desert that hasnt had rain in 20 F-ing years and NOW the heavy blessed,much much needed rains have come forth! Wow.
Also when I feel dis-ed By someone Im on it right away,calling them on their disrespectful pull shit,mis-read and related. in 3 days 3 people have left my life,I invited them out,or cut them off and out of it or removed them entirely. I'm hoping the maturity part will kick in or maybe it already has fella's , all I know is the sheet got real and real quick at that. Im hoping in the future I can handle it wee bit more calmly and smoothly. theres a way to tell a person their sh**t is off,or a way to gracefully tell them off without getting ultra pissed,or tearing them a new one.I rarely thankfully have to do that!!
sometimes its needed though. Im OK with it though...just wanna refine myself emotionally in da future. MY Ancestors are Scot-irish-welsch-cherokee-tuscarora american indian: hence I DONT DRINK and yes with this combo,the temper comes with it... its also can be used in a positive!
as an emotional thinker,an Older Soul and an educated/well traveled man..I am a passionate soul about most everything, and deep and aware of a lot,hence the temper is deep and passionate as well. goes with the territory. Im diggin it ALL ...HONESTLY . its weird as sh**t but Im diggin it all the anger,pissed off-ness too coz I dont just come out swinging about everything. boundaries are being strengthened and ground rules are being Up-ed too. love'in it.OK I'll stop for now. Its 3:30am and I was determined to get at least 3 hours in of listening directly almost with interuption and that has happend infact and its been 4 hrs.
I dont wanna sleep but "I gotta'. Nite gents ,make good memories,make the best of what chew got even better and build on it. Life is amazing !!! Thank you Shannon !!! understatement.
Also when I feel dis-ed By someone Im on it right away,calling them on their disrespectful pull shit,mis-read and related. in 3 days 3 people have left my life,I invited them out,or cut them off and out of it or removed them entirely. I'm hoping the maturity part will kick in or maybe it already has fella's , all I know is the sheet got real and real quick at that. Im hoping in the future I can handle it wee bit more calmly and smoothly. theres a way to tell a person their sh**t is off,or a way to gracefully tell them off without getting ultra pissed,or tearing them a new one.I rarely thankfully have to do that!!
sometimes its needed though. Im OK with it though...just wanna refine myself emotionally in da future. MY Ancestors are Scot-irish-welsch-cherokee-tuscarora american indian: hence I DONT DRINK and yes with this combo,the temper comes with it... its also can be used in a positive!
as an emotional thinker,an Older Soul and an educated/well traveled man..I am a passionate soul about most everything, and deep and aware of a lot,hence the temper is deep and passionate as well. goes with the territory. Im diggin it ALL ...HONESTLY . its weird as sh**t but Im diggin it all the anger,pissed off-ness too coz I dont just come out swinging about everything. boundaries are being strengthened and ground rules are being Up-ed too. love'in it.OK I'll stop for now. Its 3:30am and I was determined to get at least 3 hours in of listening directly almost with interuption and that has happend infact and its been 4 hrs.
I dont wanna sleep but "I gotta'. Nite gents ,make good memories,make the best of what chew got even better and build on it. Life is amazing !!! Thank you Shannon !!! understatement.
Sherlock-your're an amazing fellow,Watson.Though You,yourself,not luminescent, you're an amazing conductor of Light"/"Loving You ,Heals Me"-an-NDE'er.""Blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting."-Trust is abouve ALL else!!"Money,does NOT change people,it ONLY reveals them!"
