05-25-2016, 06:48 AM
Lots of stress coming up, lots of existential thoughts making me feel detached from reality, almost lost in thoughts and projecting, causing some rage to surface aswell. Discovered some black and white thinking and attachment and giving to much of an fuck about lots of things.
Recognizing limiting beliefs, want to increase Am exposure. Also not giving up space anymore, if this makes me being hated, so be it.
Welcoming challenges, My anxiety about people has turned in less respect and not giving an shit about people at this point. No justifications but rather backing up confidence.
refusing to break eye contact of first, itrs solid to the point that i cannot not lock. its like eyes glued with the other person.
having hot women in my life and encountering them lately more and more feels great.
Right now some rage is coming up and surfacing and lots of tension in my body. The end phase of stage 3 is heavy.
I also read people more from an observing point causing anxiety to be absent
Recognizing limiting beliefs, want to increase Am exposure. Also not giving up space anymore, if this makes me being hated, so be it.
Welcoming challenges, My anxiety about people has turned in less respect and not giving an shit about people at this point. No justifications but rather backing up confidence.
refusing to break eye contact of first, itrs solid to the point that i cannot not lock. its like eyes glued with the other person.
having hot women in my life and encountering them lately more and more feels great.
Right now some rage is coming up and surfacing and lots of tension in my body. The end phase of stage 3 is heavy.
I also read people more from an observing point causing anxiety to be absent
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
