05-20-2016, 08:49 PM
Day 30 SMast. 4 Days since last PMO
Day 16 Ultra Mot.
My dad often has the Colbert show on; it's hilarious that with every single female guest he has on, he brings up feminism, without fail. And they'll always have most ill-informed comments on it.
"I don't know why more people don't call themselves feminists".. I do.
I'm reading Christopher Hitchens' flagship book. I'm tempted to make a serious study of theology; of course, I'd be doing so to repudiate and rebuke it. I'd think that knowing the texts would give me all the ammunition that I'd need to win any discussion on the topic. I'm already planning on learning Arabic, in part to read its holy book in the original language. Perhaps Hebrew or Greek would help me with the Abrahamic ones. (please advise me if I'm violating Rule 4).
Learning German is going well; I've unceremoniously transitioned from flashcards to reading, and it has crystallized many of the words which I had been learning in flashcard form, but now, it's in numerous contexts and done with adequate repetition.
I have no real urge to PMO, but I've research a little bit on the topic via YouTube and found that counting days is unproductive. Thus, I'll consider removing any mention of the number of days since last ejaculation. After all, if you've eschewed the habit entirely, it should neither not be a relevant topic in your mind, nor should it be a yardstick of success; if I treat this like a high score, I may find a way of justifying a relapse on the occasion that I surpass my best streak. By removing the temporal aspect, it leaves me in the present to deal with whatever issues I should come across.
Day 16 Ultra Mot.
My dad often has the Colbert show on; it's hilarious that with every single female guest he has on, he brings up feminism, without fail. And they'll always have most ill-informed comments on it.
"I don't know why more people don't call themselves feminists".. I do.
I'm reading Christopher Hitchens' flagship book. I'm tempted to make a serious study of theology; of course, I'd be doing so to repudiate and rebuke it. I'd think that knowing the texts would give me all the ammunition that I'd need to win any discussion on the topic. I'm already planning on learning Arabic, in part to read its holy book in the original language. Perhaps Hebrew or Greek would help me with the Abrahamic ones. (please advise me if I'm violating Rule 4).
Learning German is going well; I've unceremoniously transitioned from flashcards to reading, and it has crystallized many of the words which I had been learning in flashcard form, but now, it's in numerous contexts and done with adequate repetition.
I have no real urge to PMO, but I've research a little bit on the topic via YouTube and found that counting days is unproductive. Thus, I'll consider removing any mention of the number of days since last ejaculation. After all, if you've eschewed the habit entirely, it should neither not be a relevant topic in your mind, nor should it be a yardstick of success; if I treat this like a high score, I may find a way of justifying a relapse on the occasion that I surpass my best streak. By removing the temporal aspect, it leaves me in the present to deal with whatever issues I should come across.
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