05-20-2016, 01:11 AM
Dominance kicks in deeper, people give respect and notice me from afar.
Begin to realize alpha 2.0 and sigma, alpha 1.0 doesnt appeal anymore. Its so much more.
People body lock with their eyes now, I'm falling in trance at times through making eye contact, like reading every detail and fully having my attention
some guy at the gym did laugh very overt which showed some full on betaness, like some string puppet kind of smiling and laughing. People get nervous and respect me now. Im getting cold more and more serious, more solid and it shows in my demeanor.
Women give eye contact more, some downright eye fuck me even if I'm at the end of the line.
Im restless, euphoric, other moments depressed.
I notice I have some guilt and my deserving of higher quality women kicks in deeper.
The sub is hitting deeper in my core and its getting really serious and flourishing. I simply can't be bothered and am foccused on my own developmen, life areas and will not play by the rules and games of people, yet at the same time I'm seeking the challenge and games can be fun in an way. Dominance is pretty strong currently and taking no shit. Also, keep having thoughts about stage 4 now. Itsd like an theme when reaching the end of an stage.
having some mental slowness going on but am determined to drill the programming in my being. My caring lecvel is getting lesser and lesser, and alpha doesn't even matter as much anymore. Also my eye contact is back at being able to hold.
Im feeling different and an shift has taken place.
Begin to realize alpha 2.0 and sigma, alpha 1.0 doesnt appeal anymore. Its so much more.
People body lock with their eyes now, I'm falling in trance at times through making eye contact, like reading every detail and fully having my attention
some guy at the gym did laugh very overt which showed some full on betaness, like some string puppet kind of smiling and laughing. People get nervous and respect me now. Im getting cold more and more serious, more solid and it shows in my demeanor.
Women give eye contact more, some downright eye fuck me even if I'm at the end of the line.
Im restless, euphoric, other moments depressed.
I notice I have some guilt and my deserving of higher quality women kicks in deeper.
The sub is hitting deeper in my core and its getting really serious and flourishing. I simply can't be bothered and am foccused on my own developmen, life areas and will not play by the rules and games of people, yet at the same time I'm seeking the challenge and games can be fun in an way. Dominance is pretty strong currently and taking no shit. Also, keep having thoughts about stage 4 now. Itsd like an theme when reaching the end of an stage.
having some mental slowness going on but am determined to drill the programming in my being. My caring lecvel is getting lesser and lesser, and alpha doesn't even matter as much anymore. Also my eye contact is back at being able to hold.
Im feeling different and an shift has taken place.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
