* Spending to much time on forums. having lots surfacing again GSF, including old patterns. Realizing conflict is an given in this world and better get used to it so I can go beyond it.
*The sub smakes me realize the alpha 2.0 and there is an strong contrast between alpha 2.0 and 1.0. '
* Nothing is for free in this world, thinking money, IDGAF. Its gold.
* starting to resent some traits in myself as how I view people and how I respond to them, coming lots in contact with my more emotional side. Its painfull to go through this but will eventuall come out on the other side.
* im not monogamic, I'm losing interest and have an growing focus on business. Im feeling teary for no apparent reason and will not settle, nor close off for other oppurtunities, keeping my options open and strongly resonate with black dragons outlook in every life area.
* reading people makes fear absent, still have some social anxiety kind of symptoms.
* feeling pussy when not able to hold eye contact, like, an man should be able to hold eye contact.
* my voice reflects dominance in subtle ways, like an quality.
* I'm having high expectations towards myself, I can't stand pussying out even if it involuntairy.
* feeling pretty angry when thinking about monogamy and being limited, some fire has been ignited inside and my whole body feels fuelled
*The sub smakes me realize the alpha 2.0 and there is an strong contrast between alpha 2.0 and 1.0. '
* Nothing is for free in this world, thinking money, IDGAF. Its gold.
* starting to resent some traits in myself as how I view people and how I respond to them, coming lots in contact with my more emotional side. Its painfull to go through this but will eventuall come out on the other side.
* im not monogamic, I'm losing interest and have an growing focus on business. Im feeling teary for no apparent reason and will not settle, nor close off for other oppurtunities, keeping my options open and strongly resonate with black dragons outlook in every life area.
* reading people makes fear absent, still have some social anxiety kind of symptoms.
* feeling pussy when not able to hold eye contact, like, an man should be able to hold eye contact.
* my voice reflects dominance in subtle ways, like an quality.
* I'm having high expectations towards myself, I can't stand pussying out even if it involuntairy.
* feeling pretty angry when thinking about monogamy and being limited, some fire has been ignited inside and my whole body feels fuelled
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
