05-03-2011, 09:44 PM
Three and a half weeks into stage 1
I figure that it is unlikely that I will see too much drastic change in this stage due to having went through Alpha 2010.
However, there was a day earlier in the week where I could not sleep because I had something rooted in my brain screaming to be written.
So, I got out of bed and wrote it.
It turned out to be very enlightening.
I seem to have reached some kind of internal breaking point.
AM 2010 helped start me down the path I wanted to go, but I may not have been going as willingly as I thought I was.
AM 2011 seems to be pushing much harder down that path, and that night showed me that I was ready to put more effort into my progress this time around.
It makes me more excited about what's to come than I had been before.
I figure that it is unlikely that I will see too much drastic change in this stage due to having went through Alpha 2010.
However, there was a day earlier in the week where I could not sleep because I had something rooted in my brain screaming to be written.
So, I got out of bed and wrote it.
It turned out to be very enlightening.
I seem to have reached some kind of internal breaking point.
AM 2010 helped start me down the path I wanted to go, but I may not have been going as willingly as I thought I was.
AM 2011 seems to be pushing much harder down that path, and that night showed me that I was ready to put more effort into my progress this time around.
It makes me more excited about what's to come than I had been before.
