Still having the flu and my whole body is sore. Had an disturbing dream involving underage stuff which I resisted strongly, running and fighting, involving kids being all cheery and involving some silhouette morphings. I was conscious the whole time and fought it. Feels like an very important part and still something thats going on right now while I'm awake.
My presence amongst friends seems to become stronger and stronger. Very direct and open, all tension is stonewalled over through my presence.
If I feel the urge to quit listening it reflects myself and my character. Its almost like an mastering of the sub in that way, as in some sort of rite. Just keep listening, those moments are transforming and put you to the test.
For some reason I'm really looking forward to stage 4.
My presence amongst friends seems to become stronger and stronger. Very direct and open, all tension is stonewalled over through my presence.
If I feel the urge to quit listening it reflects myself and my character. Its almost like an mastering of the sub in that way, as in some sort of rite. Just keep listening, those moments are transforming and put you to the test.
For some reason I'm really looking forward to stage 4.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
