05-13-2016, 08:12 AM
(This post was last modified: 05-14-2016, 12:10 AM by JackOfHearts.)
Well it felt really hard to write that stuff I just wrote so I understand why you deleted yours.
But I'm feeling really good right now though. What is weird is that I don't feel ok, or I'm bored , or irritated but when my mood change It goes really up like I'm really enjoying it. Dzeemo seems to have that too.
Seems like the past 13 days might have been some resistance because I wasn't as great and smooth. Hard to tell but it wasn't hell for sure, just some irritation and boredom. I want to emphasize that because deep inside I see it as easy to endure (edited I see it instead of I don't). I don't want to afraid guys and tell them SM3 is hell on earth when it feels really easy until now.
It feels weird too that I changed so much in stage 3 like my killer vibe is gone. What is weird is that the stage description doesn't mention anything new that would make such a difference. It's strange, might be our resistance or the stage isn't script properly
or Shannon didn't mention what is really happening.
I had a dream about underage girl yesterday, I was trying to fuck her and she avoided it nicely, the girl was 14 or something like that. Might be fear of fucking an underage girl. I was totally smooth even if she didn't want to kiss me, her brother was watching, what a mess !!!
I don't like to talk about dreams but this one was fun and unusual. Also I don't like the limitation about underage girl feel like wasted script to me, it's a bit like the anti gay vibe it's not really useful.
But I'm feeling really good right now though. What is weird is that I don't feel ok, or I'm bored , or irritated but when my mood change It goes really up like I'm really enjoying it. Dzeemo seems to have that too.
Seems like the past 13 days might have been some resistance because I wasn't as great and smooth. Hard to tell but it wasn't hell for sure, just some irritation and boredom. I want to emphasize that because deep inside I see it as easy to endure (edited I see it instead of I don't). I don't want to afraid guys and tell them SM3 is hell on earth when it feels really easy until now.
It feels weird too that I changed so much in stage 3 like my killer vibe is gone. What is weird is that the stage description doesn't mention anything new that would make such a difference. It's strange, might be our resistance or the stage isn't script properly
or Shannon didn't mention what is really happening.I had a dream about underage girl yesterday, I was trying to fuck her and she avoided it nicely, the girl was 14 or something like that. Might be fear of fucking an underage girl. I was totally smooth even if she didn't want to kiss me, her brother was watching, what a mess !!!
I don't like to talk about dreams but this one was fun and unusual. Also I don't like the limitation about underage girl feel like wasted script to me, it's a bit like the anti gay vibe it's not really useful.
