05-03-2011, 11:16 AM
Oh also, lot's of funny stuff happening. I have been hitting the hot eye contact everywhere with women. They go out of their way to convey the "I want you RIGHT NOW" look. I don't pay a tremendous amount of attention to this when I'm at work because it's sort of just a passing thing and I have a job the requires a lot of attention usually, so unless I have some free time, I don't really mess with the girls at work(not to mention I don't generally date girls from work). That doesn't stop them from messing with me, though. I have to make a lot of phone calls at my job and while I was talking to a customer today, one of the girls(she's pretty cute) comes up and starts spanking my ass, trying to get me to crack while I'm on the phone. Stuff like that happens all day long. I don't generally talk about this stuff, but for the sake of the journal I thought it would be funny. Here's a short list of ridiculous things
-I have a lesbian friend who is constantly telling me about dreams she has of seeing me naked.
-There's at least two married women(Yes, there's two now) who everyone knows are both completely in love with me.
-Apparently I have a reputation as a player amongst just about everyone I know(I wonder how I got that)
-At least 25 or more times a day, women give me that longing look.
Not gloating, as a matter of fact I often let these things go right as they happen and never really mention them again, but I thought I should give a framework with what my reality currently looks like so we can compare how much more ridiculous it gets with Sex Magnet. As of right now I have not been acting on any of this. I want to forever be rid of neediness and never again act out of that feeling. I feel like I'm so close. Also, my standards are getting higher all the time, so not all these women are ones I would consider being with, but I'm meeting more and more every day that are closer to what I like. In fact, there's a beautiful asian girl that works at the front desk of the gym I go to. She's always all smiles whenever she see's me. I may have to act on that one.
Oh, also I got a pretty substantial raise today. Tonight I'm celebrating with wine and pasta, but for now I think I'm going to go fall asleep in the sun. It's beautiful outside.
-I have a lesbian friend who is constantly telling me about dreams she has of seeing me naked.
-There's at least two married women(Yes, there's two now) who everyone knows are both completely in love with me.
-Apparently I have a reputation as a player amongst just about everyone I know(I wonder how I got that)
-At least 25 or more times a day, women give me that longing look.
Not gloating, as a matter of fact I often let these things go right as they happen and never really mention them again, but I thought I should give a framework with what my reality currently looks like so we can compare how much more ridiculous it gets with Sex Magnet. As of right now I have not been acting on any of this. I want to forever be rid of neediness and never again act out of that feeling. I feel like I'm so close. Also, my standards are getting higher all the time, so not all these women are ones I would consider being with, but I'm meeting more and more every day that are closer to what I like. In fact, there's a beautiful asian girl that works at the front desk of the gym I go to. She's always all smiles whenever she see's me. I may have to act on that one.
Oh, also I got a pretty substantial raise today. Tonight I'm celebrating with wine and pasta, but for now I think I'm going to go fall asleep in the sun. It's beautiful outside.
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