Girl at work showing massive IOI's suddenly, chatted her up a bit. She mirrored me, smiled, made multiple times eye contact bui I can't be bothered. Talked with another guy about diet, plans and stuff, routines and what not. Also with another woman about business. Its all networking now.
Feeling very calm currently right now, in balance. reading some christian mcqueen stuff in terms of texting less then her and this was my urge aswell to do so. the rest feels very beta. Mission comes first, the rest is bonus. Its destroying by blowing up the phone. Time = precious. Trival things are waste. Qualification.
Its aswell refreshing to read on his blog, abaout how you basically owe her nothing. I had some guilt popping up, yet making me feel like shit simultaneously.
The current girl I have slept with and in which my attention was lost, suddenly tekst again after I became more distant, asking me what I do and stuff, realizing I'm in control. tekst overload only kills and smugs it all up. Doing what ever I want to do.
Note to self, You owe nothing to an girl, having my own life to live, doing my own thing, my mission and keep working at it. In fact, she has left 3 messages currently but I will not respond right now. Be okay with losing her, its in fact an fucked up mindset to start off with. Abundance.
Feeling very calm currently right now, in balance. reading some christian mcqueen stuff in terms of texting less then her and this was my urge aswell to do so. the rest feels very beta. Mission comes first, the rest is bonus. Its destroying by blowing up the phone. Time = precious. Trival things are waste. Qualification.
Its aswell refreshing to read on his blog, abaout how you basically owe her nothing. I had some guilt popping up, yet making me feel like shit simultaneously.
The current girl I have slept with and in which my attention was lost, suddenly tekst again after I became more distant, asking me what I do and stuff, realizing I'm in control. tekst overload only kills and smugs it all up. Doing what ever I want to do.
Note to self, You owe nothing to an girl, having my own life to live, doing my own thing, my mission and keep working at it. In fact, she has left 3 messages currently but I will not respond right now. Be okay with losing her, its in fact an fucked up mindset to start off with. Abundance.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
