05-09-2016, 01:17 AM
It's tough to say. I've even contemplated my own emotional intelligence but later then taken quizzes on wether I'm at a healthy point and had a positive result. Sort of like the idea people who have fear don't realize it or "feel" it until it's gone then, wow what a difference.
It most certainly is changing me on a permanent level. As much as I would like to say how comfortable and great I am with the opposite sex it's not nearly at a level of a full fledged sex magnet. Maybe 30% lol. I think my foundation is pretty awesome. One on one I think I'm pretty great but I think I have a bit of fear of opening up to women. For such a long time I've thought using guilt or shame could be an advantage for me to hook up with them. However this idea wasn't reality based and came from watching too many movies lol. On the surface I can get numbers easily more so now after running SM but it seems like expressing appreciation for what you like in another person really causes the attraction and can lead to passionate sex. This is also good for social value. So mostly it feels like the program is chipping away at the negative in my foundation and behaviour then changing it to something positive towards the goal. Looking forward to my next program feeling that it's a bit tough to differentiate from the NSFM that has taken over my concious and how I was off SM
Thanks for asking
It most certainly is changing me on a permanent level. As much as I would like to say how comfortable and great I am with the opposite sex it's not nearly at a level of a full fledged sex magnet. Maybe 30% lol. I think my foundation is pretty awesome. One on one I think I'm pretty great but I think I have a bit of fear of opening up to women. For such a long time I've thought using guilt or shame could be an advantage for me to hook up with them. However this idea wasn't reality based and came from watching too many movies lol. On the surface I can get numbers easily more so now after running SM but it seems like expressing appreciation for what you like in another person really causes the attraction and can lead to passionate sex. This is also good for social value. So mostly it feels like the program is chipping away at the negative in my foundation and behaviour then changing it to something positive towards the goal. Looking forward to my next program feeling that it's a bit tough to differentiate from the NSFM that has taken over my concious and how I was off SM
Thanks for asking
