05-08-2016, 01:54 PM
Learning a lot about the laws of universe and balance. I feel much healthier and happier when I learn about stuff like that, it also gives great hope for my future. Like there is a possibility of having a great and satisfying life after all.
I read about 10 pages of Transurfing then reflect on it for 10 minutes and keep reading. It's not easy to digest all of it, but I am getting there since I am quite an open minded person when it comes to this subject. There is a fear I have with this stuff though, it's that I can't prove whether it's truth or not. In fact I have a hard time deciding WHAT I should believe in the first place, wrong beliefs can be devastating.
If I were to believe that struggling is not necessary to reach success in what I want to do and my beliefs supported that then what about all the people who have achieved success and say that the road to success is filled with struggles and self doubt? What if I were to believe whole heartedly that I don't need to struggle to get there and one day this belief would fail me? I don't think I could take such a blow. To be honest, most of the time I have no fucking clue what is going on and what to believe or not to believe.
I realized something recently. It's that the biggest reason I feel stuck and unable to move forward is because I don't think I have the necessary tools to overcome life's hurdles when they appear. Especially the ones relating to people. I have no clue how to deal with people and issues with them. Things like confronting people about overstepping boundaries or setting boundaries in the first place.
I know that I run these subs to change for the better, but am I actually changing or is it just me trying to believe that I am capable of change so I hold on to the hope even if it's not real?
I want to have a set of tools that wouldn't fail me even at face the worst possible challenges and when everything just simply seems to go wrong. Or better yet, find a way to see things that wouldn't leave me absolutely drained from each day.
Life is confusing.
By the way, if anyone has books to recommend that are similar to "Reality Transurfing" and explain how the laws of the universe work, that would be appreciated.
I read about 10 pages of Transurfing then reflect on it for 10 minutes and keep reading. It's not easy to digest all of it, but I am getting there since I am quite an open minded person when it comes to this subject. There is a fear I have with this stuff though, it's that I can't prove whether it's truth or not. In fact I have a hard time deciding WHAT I should believe in the first place, wrong beliefs can be devastating.
If I were to believe that struggling is not necessary to reach success in what I want to do and my beliefs supported that then what about all the people who have achieved success and say that the road to success is filled with struggles and self doubt? What if I were to believe whole heartedly that I don't need to struggle to get there and one day this belief would fail me? I don't think I could take such a blow. To be honest, most of the time I have no fucking clue what is going on and what to believe or not to believe.
I realized something recently. It's that the biggest reason I feel stuck and unable to move forward is because I don't think I have the necessary tools to overcome life's hurdles when they appear. Especially the ones relating to people. I have no clue how to deal with people and issues with them. Things like confronting people about overstepping boundaries or setting boundaries in the first place.
I know that I run these subs to change for the better, but am I actually changing or is it just me trying to believe that I am capable of change so I hold on to the hope even if it's not real?
I want to have a set of tools that wouldn't fail me even at face the worst possible challenges and when everything just simply seems to go wrong. Or better yet, find a way to see things that wouldn't leave me absolutely drained from each day.
Life is confusing.
By the way, if anyone has books to recommend that are similar to "Reality Transurfing" and explain how the laws of the universe work, that would be appreciated.
